in the sequence of the previous post An update to all Bodhi Tree members by Lalita (thank you Lalita!), it's indeed true that my life took a "dramatic turn" two years ago and I did not have the time, the mind and the health to come here anymore. I went through a painful process that only finished recently. I realise now that I was trying to be someone that I wasn't, for very good reasons, of course, but almost killing myself on the process, or at least loosing my joy, my creativity and my health. I finally quit my job last May, and since then I am going through another process, something like re-borning, finding inner freedom and happiness. I'm now doing things that I enjoy: leading workshops on meditation and vegetarianism, dwelling with a neglected love, astrology, and trying to re-connect with a even more neglected love, my creativity. Anyway, I will try to be around here and there and hope to gain a bit more insight:) I am about to begin a blog in english (next week I will be flying to New York for attending a retreat with Adyashanti, but I will come back!), just in case you want to drop by: Bluebird - for the moment it's almost empty. I have one in Portuguese, in case someone is curious about what I am doing, but, huh, I don't think many people here understand Portuguese. If you want, I will give you the link. Thank you for being so patient, so wonderful.