I am so sorry Onions. Titania is the really beautiful silly one isn't she? I think you and I talked about her before. Did the vets say if there was any chance of recovery without the chemo? I already know you will make her last days filled with love because that is your nature, and I know Lady T wouldn't trade her home for anywhere in the world.

I wish I could have said goodbye to the only cat I've lost, Wacko. Well I almost sort of did, she was hit by a car right in front of my house and didn't die until I ran out there, stared in her eyes (they were so filled with pain I will never forget it) pet her fuzzy little head one last time.. then her eyes shut and she just went away.

Her twin brother Yacko, who I still have and is like Tommy and my son or brother, saw the whole thing and I tell you what. Anyone that tells me cats don't have complex emotions is insane. He mourned under my bed for three months and would not come out for anything.

Anyway, this isnt about me and Wacko but it makes me think of her. She was so amazing. I am truly incredibly sorry Onions.