Thanks for the help. I knew I could count on you.

Actually we have a whole mess of problems. The children we made (3 boys) before you died are in dire need of your attention right now. I very rarely ask anything of you so that when I do I know I can count on you. 2 of the boys are in locked facilities right as we speak and the third who has some unknown form of MD can barely walk anymore. You can do more for them from where you are right now than I can do from where I am so I'm passing the reigns to you darlin. They miss you too.

the ball. See beyond the the golden mask I wear. See beyond the fancy dress and the sweet smelling perfume.
Remember the wooded night we strolled with flash lights through the area marked No Entrance. It's true that midnight is majic. We had our cooler to relax the sences once we found the best location. Up and up we climbed, the sheet folded under my arm for comfortable seating when we reached our location. Silly we were, at doing something naughty on a land that was public during the day but not during the night.

We laughed a lot. And then we fould a little clearing close to a small but possibly harmful cliff. It was right over Lake Saltenstall. We spread the sheet and opened the cooler and our favorite drink at the time was pepermint snapps. Just a few feet in back of us was a small tree with low branches. Has anyone ever looked over a lake so majestically beautiful, deep in the darkest night of the woods.?

Not too love would have been the mistake;we didn't make it. After the glo a couple of more snaps and many more laughs we fell asleep. Good thing by that time we moved back to the baby tree. During the rest of what was left of the evening it drizzled. It was, I swear 95 degree's that night. As we opened our eyes to daylight combed our hair and dusted off we wrapped the sheet around both of us and made the now visible track down the small hill not exspecting to see anyone at that time, especially as it still drizzled.

Well, we surprised at least 10 people. With a dignity probably born out of those last couple of snaps whe had just before leaving "camp" you might say, we marched right through them and on to where we had left the car, hoping to find it still there, half hidden. It was.

You died on me too soon after. I have nobody to recall the best night of my life. So I'll put it here until it's time for me to go to the ball, and then darling we will laugh, and hug, and dance.

I miss you Pat with all my heart.